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One more Day

I wish for nothing more Than just one more day, For I would give it all Just to hear her say. It's funny how In life it seems You take for granted The most important things. To feel her close And be safe again, Safe from my own self, Back with my best friend. Yes, she was the best, And at other times the only. My Friend, you left me here, And now my heart is lonely. If you could just come back, If only for one day, I'd make sure that I'd listen To all you had to say. And now that it's too late, You cannot speak anymore. I finally realized I should have heard you before. And if I could do it over, I'd only change one thing. I'd tell you that I love you And how much joy to me you bring. No one will ever know Quite how I feel inside, And on that day you left, You weren't the only one who died. You have always been there, Amma, And you loved me 'til the end, So with all my heart and soul, I love you too, My Friend..My Amma Daya Nair♥️

The Broken dreams of illusion

I enter my empty room,  the air infecting my lungs with thrusting void,  Silence consuming thoughts and mind,  Darkness before, and darkness shall reside,  The absolute nothingness haunts my memories,  With the whiplash of broken dreams,  Here I am, in my self made doom,  Where silence and solitude breed  The will to leave thwarted by an obstinate destiny,  Forced to survive in the grave of my undying misery,  I look around my room, and the loneliness echoes my name..  Resonating thoughts of pure insanity, running over and over again  And there I am, with me,  And the hollowness of my presence screams silently upon me,  And there I lay on my bed, suffering this life, every single day,  Awaiting the unexpected twist of fate to protude,  that beholds within itself Daya Nairđź’“♥️

The unknown wings of Amma

How is it that I never saw your wings when you were here with me? When you closed your eyes and soared to the Heavens I could hear the faint flutter of you wings as you left. Your body no longer on this side your spirit here eternally I see your halo shine. I close my eyes and see the multi-colored wings surround me in my saddest moments and my happiest times. Amma my angel God has given you your assignment always my amma forever my angel. You fly into my dreams and when I am asleep I feel your wings brush against my face wiping away the tears I shed since I can no longer hold you in my arms but in my heart. You earned those wings dear amma and you will always be me angel eternal.

Walking alone in the dark

  It’s a long and silent street. I walk in the dark and trip and fall and get up and step blindly on the mute stones and dry leaves and someone behind me is also walking: if I stop, he stops; if I run, he runs. I turn around: no one. Everything is black, there is no exit, and I turn and turn corners that always lead to the street where no one waits for me, no one follows, where I follow a man who trips and gets up and says when he sees me: no one. Daya Nair ♥️